Now Your Gone

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"You don't know what you've got till its gone",
Went the song,
It is true,
You don't,
I could only guess,
That it would hurt,
When you went away,
I knew it would hurt,
So much,
That I could not be the first to leave,
I knew I was hiding my feelings,
But I could never define them,
And still can not,
All I know is this,
I am finding it hard to cope,
Knowing I will not see you,
I can not find words,
To explain my feelings for you,
I do not know if I even want to try,
In case they reveal a truth,
Which would sit too well,
And might hurt us both,
I only know this,
I feel lost and small
Knowing you are not there,
I struggle to smile,
I am lost without you.